Music in 2011

     This has been one of the greatest and most anticipated years in music I’ve ever experienced. This year gave me new Big Black Delta, Björk, DJ Shadow, Gorillaz, The Kills, KMFDM, Lamb, Omniflux, PJ Harvey, Puscifer, Saul Williams, Sonoio, UNKLE, War Widow and a new soundtrack by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross. With a few random songs by mostly underground bands like Zola Jesus, Jealov, In the Valley Below, and Corduroi. Oh and the 12 minute song by Massive Attack vs Burial.

     Let’s start with the disappointments: Most disappointing album of 2011 is Let England Shake by PJ Harvey. Björk’s Biophilia was wayyy worse but I expected that. Biophilia pretty much makes me hate all Björk- even the older good stuff. But back to PJ Harvey- she once was a force to be reckoned with. She couldn’t be ignored and was the envy of all other female rockers. But then in 2007 she released White Chalk, which is better than Let England Shake, showing that PJ was over making music to stomp your feet to. And this makes me sad. But before the release she did a few live performances of song “Let England Shake” which featured a “1950’s barber shop sounding” sample that didn’t make the cut on the recorded album. the sample- not the song. The album in general is boring with some moments of pretty wretched vocals (but not like on other PJ H albums where the wretched vocals where awesome and raised goose bumps). Over all, and like Björk, I think PJ Harvey is getting too old for rock ‘n’ roll or good rock ‘n’ roll anyways.
A few other disappointments: This year I discovered Angie Mattson- if her album Skeleton Arm was released this year it would be best album of the year hands down- anyways Angie got together with Jeff Mendel from Sabrose Purr and they created In the Valley Below. The following EP released by them featured the single “Palm Tree” fire which is a really funky amazing song and video to boot but the rest of the EP (4 out of 5) isn’t very good. It’s not wretched but not library worthy. Next is the Saul Williams album Volcanic Sunlight. Nothing on this album stands out as good. The Gorillaz album The Fall was made entirely on Damon Albarn’s iPad during the tour for the last 2010 album… It was released in Dec of 2010 as a free download on the bands website with the physical release coming out in April 2011 so it’s not quite a 2011 album but I discovered it in 2011 so we’re going to go with it. Anyways, it’s essentially an all instrumental album with just a few guest stars making it kinda boring.

     Next lets talk about the albums that made it in the middle (just good) category: first I want to talk about The Kills album Blood Pressures- when they released the first single of the album, “Satellite”, I was so very super excited. Past Kills albums- No Wow and Midnight Bloom- where as Now Wow had only three good songs really but Midnight Bloom featured more electronic music and is brilliant- after hearing “Satellite” I thought Blood Pressures was going to be an orgasmic mix of the two sounds… When I finally bought the album on release day I was very upset and disappointed. I was angry! But after time I calmed down and now I appreciate the album for what it is with a 55% library worthy rating. But for the greatness of the songs “Satellite” and “Future Starts Slow” I’d give the album as a whole a 75%. Plus the 1:14 long song “Wild Charms” with vocals just by Jamie Hince and vintage sound helps that rating as well.
Next is the DJ Shadow album: after his last one I expected horribleness and got something great. Completely unexpected.

     Now I want to talk about a few albums separately without categorizing: BBDLP1- This was my most anticipated album of the year. 3 of the 9 songs where released in 2010 on BBDEP and then 2 others where released sporadically in 2011 before the album release in Oct. And the month before the single “Betamix” was everywhere but not as a download. Anyways I had expected BBDLP1 to feature more original songs then the 3 that had never been heard before the release… Anyways I already had all the Big Black Delta songs that I loved before and the album release really only gave me a few new songs that aren’t all that. So BBDLP1 is a brilliant album by most standards but the anticipation was let down by the lack of more and better unreleased songs. Either way BBDLP1 will go down as one of 2011’s best albums and as a debut that’s pretty fucking cool.
KMFDM- I really only like a few songs off each new KMFDM albums and WTF?! was no exception. Either way it’s always nice when a KMDFM album comes out as you know there will usually be at least one song that’ll get you all powered up.
The Massive Attack vs Burial 2 track EP thing- “Four Walls”, a new song by Massive Attack and Burial which is a 12 minute long weird Arabian sounding beauty and the Burial remix of “Paradise Circus” which is like Burial took “Paradise Circus” and mixed it with “Four Walls”… And it introduced me to Burial, who’s two albums are interesting, slightly boring but interesting and the 2006 debut album with the song “Spaceape feat Spaceape” has become a favorite of mine.
The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo soundtrack by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross was pretty much as I expected. A whole shit ton of instrumental songs that sound alike with a few gems like “An Itch” that give you the chills. My one question is: on just about every NIN album is an instrumental song that’s chilling, brilliant and I love but then with the all instrumental NIN album Ghosts and the film scores for The Social Network and The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo never feature instrumentals as good as a NIN album would… Is this Atticus Ross’s fault? The GWTDT also features the Led Zeppelin cover of “Immigrant Song” with Karen O of the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, which is a very delicious treat and after the song was featured in the short teaser trailer for the movie back in June or May or something like that I have been waiting and waiting to finally own the mp3 to play as I wish. And another bit of awesomeness from the soundtrack is the Bryan Ferry cover of “Is Your Love Strong Enough?” by How To Destroy Angels. The sound was very unexpected but amazing and addictive.
Next is UNKLE’s release of Where Did the Night Fall: Another Night Out. Another Night Out is the mixture of post WDTNF EP’s and b-sides. So not technically a 2011 album but it was released in 2011 and some songs on Another Night Out where new to 2011… Anyways, Another Night Out is awesome. Though it has the feel of b-sides and extras slapped together unlike the continuity sound of most UNKLE albums it’s still great. UNKLE has never let me down and I always early await new music from James Lavelle.
New comers War Widow released their debut self-titled album which is always a great listen. Some songs sound too much a like but all in all I love this album. And with the song “Tear It Up” being a “loved” song they’ve especially have my attention for future releases. They’re also planning on releasing cover song each month- last month being a Sparklehourse cover which they generously emailed me the mp3 for free. That always gives artists bonus points.

     And now for the best albums section: as I’m writing this today, 12/11/2011, Puscifer’s Conditions of My Parole is the big winner of 2011. But we have to wait to see if Mariqueen Reznor’s tweet that new HTDA soon means 2011 or 2012… But I’ll post a new blog for the new HTDA review if it comes out in 2011.
Puscifer: Conditions of My Parole- it has a typical humorous title like most Puscifer albums and when I heard of it’s release I thought “cool- new funny/weird Puscifer songs!”. What I didn’t expect was the seriousness and brilliance of it. With only the title song and “Man Overboard” being silly songs and “Toma” being the only weird song: the rest are serious sounding. With many of the songs like “Tine Monsters”, “Green Valley”, “Horizons” and “Tumbleweed” being beautiful songs with an unplugged feel best listened to in the desert; “Telling Ghosts” and “The Rapture (Fear Is A Mind Killa Mix)” has a kinda A Perfect Circle rock kinda feel to them… Either way COMP only has one song un-library worthy and several songs as “loved” tracks. This album is playable under all circumstances and is an unexpected beautiful treat. I would love to hear more Maynard projects that sound as good as this.
Now down the line of other beautiful 2011 music treats: Lamb 5- when I heard Lamb was releasing a new album 6 years after their last I thought “fuck…”. I expected the worst and got brilliance. Let me explain: when I first started to listen to Lamb my first album was their self-titled debut which was when I was deep into my love of just trip hop music and Lamb was at the top of the list. But as there music progressed it started sounding less trip hop and more electro indy. I was very unimpressed with What Sound? and Between Darkness and Wonder but now when I go back I like more track off the later two than the debut and Fear of Fours. So I didn’t know what to expect except that a lot of my bands I enjoyed sucked more as they got older I just wasn’t excited about 5. But as a collector I got it anyways and was truly amazed! With a 67% library worthy track list and 4 out of 12 songs being “loved” songs it makes the album as an entire a 90% for me. Lamb- keep ‘em coming!
Next we go to new comer Omniflux. I fucking love Omniflux- with just 3 songs released free they are all brilliant, chilling and beautiful. And with a promise of more new free songs before an eventual LP I can tell you right now Omniflux’s LP is one of my most anticipated release of 2012 (along with How To destroy Angels(?) and the rumor of several Massive Attack EP’s here and there…). Mahsa Zargaran also gets bonus points for being awesome when a Facebook post said to pick a number from 1-100 and I picked 37 and won a prize from Mahsa herself- a hand painted picture signed on the back with a message on lovely paper.

     And this is it for my review of 2011 music. All in all I say it was a good year for music and I’m looking forward to next years rumored releases. 

looped thought process.

Why do liberal woman and liberals in general hate conservative woman so much? Liberals will smear, insult and attack strong conservative woman like Palin and Bachman. They hate them. Face it- liberals only want rights for whores and victimized woman. Is it their Christian views that piss them off so much?
And here’s a thought about Christianity- for people that don’t believe any of it and basically think it was created by man then, even without the idea of a Christian God, wouldn’t man create and/or have the same beliefs and ideals as those in the Bible? If it came from man then it was man’s idea and beliefs anyway. I get some of the hatred for Christianity. But what people need now more than ever is tolerance. Christians are known and reported as more likely to donate to charity, keep a clean home and property and self appearance, more likely to obey the laws and etc. etc.
if you’re black, hispanic or white and born in the USA then basically you’re born Christian. This trend is changing but not by much. There are three things that make up your personality: religion, culture and heritage. You can rebel from all of the above but you’d compensate with the idea of another that is foreign to you. either way you’re based on the ideas of one of the three. I think these days most people are made up from their regional culture. which is bad for a society. it’s like incest- too much and things start to deform.
Where I’m from you’re basically born Christian and most people will claim it even though I doubt they really understand or practice what they claim. In NWI culture reigns supreme and my guess is much of America is the same. We get our ideas and beliefs from television more than religion. Have things gotten so bad that Christianity is harder for people to swallow or is Jesus Christ not the superstar that he once was? Has Jesus been D-Listed? I mean I hear and see the people talking about him but what I don’t hear or see is the people practicing him. I’m not Christian but I’ll take a good American Christian over a lazy, greedy, rude nigger-of-any-color any day.
This whole blog was inspired by a recent conversation and post I seen about Michelle Bachmann. The post was by an ultra über wiccan liberal friend. Very woman’s rights but will slam Michelle and Sarah Palin in a second. She hates that they’re Christian and that’s it. If most Republicans where wiccan but still had same policy she’d totally be Republican but since they ain’t she ain’t. The other was a conversation with a gay man who only seems to look up Republican’s views on gay rights. He likes a lot of conservative policy but gay rights come first. This is the same man that “hates fags”. He’s confused that a politician should have no rights expressing a religious view. and he’s upset with what Bachmann or Palin have said about homosexuality so he dislikes them and wouldn’t vote for them. regardless of their policy. But this is reality and that is why the media pushes the subject on politicians. But does it get asked of every Democrat? does it get reported every time a Democrat doesn’t vote for “equal rights” for homosexuals?
and I’m spent.

more than they deserve.

talking budget cuts for the federal government and Obama wants to hike the taxes on the rich. we’re spending too much money and not taking enough in. I’m sorry but I know more people on food stamps that sell those for drugs and alcohol than the spend on food and even more are grossly over paid in food stamps. they’re eating lobster and steak with their 6 million kids and I’m eating store brand food with poor nutritional value. and what about the other forms of welfare for poor-ol’-niggers-of-every-color that can’t seem to get and hold a job and support themselves and their illegitimate family? while our government is cutting them checks people like myself and billions of other are out there working for what they have. while they’re playing video games and eating Doritos we’re working and making something of ourselves and our self respect and dignity. if the budget needs to be cut why don’t we start there? why should rich and successful people have to pay for the poor and lazy? in America everyone has the opportunity to be successful. but many don’t take it. they’re too lazy and depressed with life and we’re feeding and supporting them when they should just be dead. most of the taxes I put in come back to me via tax time. rich people are the ones putting more in and getting less back already. sometimes they don’t even get anything back. so they’re already paying for the poor and the rest of the functions in our government. so why should they pay more? do they deserve to be punished for hard work and integrity? how about those lazy niggers-of-all-colors get off their asses and try a little harder. maybe their contribution to society will help balance the budget and help balance their lives. maybe they’ll learn and feel proud of themselves and take initiative in life to go further and be an independent. I know at times good jobs are hard to find and sometimes it seems like no one is hiring but keep trying. America wasn’t made by a bunch of quitters. the more people making money the more they spend money and the more money is spent the more jobs are created. jobs aren’t created by the government- just the opposite. the government wants to tax and harass the people providing jobs so that people have to fall back on the government for support. now it doesn’t have to be this way, the Republican Party is the right party for creating jobs and giving people their lives and dignity back. because you have no dignity if you’re on welfare or simply living life on someone else’s dime. and quit thinking you deserve anything because you already get more than you deserve.

more of what we’re not allowed

teachers are getting laid off and professors are being paid $100k to tell us we’re all oppressing pieces of shit.
calling our pets, that we’ve bought and paid for, calling them ‘pets’ is insulting. we should instead call them ‘companion animals’. creatures or critters are also very very mean. shame on us.
also this is very bad:
“Phrases such as "sly as a fox, "eat like a pig" or "drunk as a skunk" are all unfair to animals”.
so you cannot call your drunk Uncle a skunk. you’ll burn in hell.
Obama’s lil league of supper smarter-than-us people came up with this. so if we re-elect him he’s going to make it a law that you can’t do that. just joking. but this is serious: Obama's Regulatory Czar Cass Sunstein wants animals to be provided with lawyers so they can sue us.
where’s my lawyer so I can sue these jack asses for WASTING MY FUCKING TAX DOLLARS?!
ahem, excuse me.
Yoko Ono- if you fucking sue me for calling you my pet I will break your neck and throw you in the trash can.
you know, I wish I was this smart. I wish I was this sensitive, as the animals, so I cold just be this poor injured little creature that everyone would pity and take care of me. life is so hard and people are so mean. I’m going to live under a rock. like a wild animals, which we can’t say wild animals anymore either because that’s also oppressing. they’re ‘free-living’ you fucking bigots!

drugs / drogen / las drogas / médicaments / 薬

I’m trying to write a blog about drugs and research is so annoying. either you’re getting over exaggerated fasts and side effects or you’re getting hippy “drugs are cool” propaganda.
I wanted to learn about the nation debt according to the war on drugs. the war on drugs and terror are number 5 on the list for the nation debt. I could only then find the liberal remarks that legalizing drugs would end the nation debt. or marijuana, not all drugs. I found a good page and I don’t know about the facts but read it anyways: http://www.facingup.org/smoking-national-debt-financing-our-future-with-legalized-marijuana
basically legalizing marijuana will pay for the war on drugs but nothing else.
and why won’t our dear and kind government legalize marijuana? because it’s the “gate way drug.” I WANT TO STATE RIGHT NOW THAT I DO NOT SMOKE MARIJUANA OR USE IT IN ANY FORM AND I’M AGAINST MARIUJUANA. some people argue that smoking marijuana hasn’t lead to the usage of other drugs. well, I USED to be a ‘stoner’ and yes, marijuana did lead to other drugs. it lead to alcohol use too. In my 20’s I was addicted to cocaine really bad and almost died from it and destroyed my life. after the incident that forced me to get off of it I began drinking and that went on from my mid-20’s till I was 25. and that destroyed every other part of my life that cocaine didn’t. I am now a recovering alcoholic with 1 year and 10 months. I also don’t think many of my other friends with drug problems wouldn’t be where they were or are without the influence of marijuana first. I also think alcohol leads to drug and tobacco use.
obviously I'm not the only one with a record of trying, using and moving on from marijuana to other harder drugs and ruining my life so there’s fact to marijuana being the gate way drug.
plus you have every celebrity under the sun doing and taking about drugs. being arrested for drugs. going to rehab for drugs. but they all look so cool and glamorous. and after they get off drugs their music and acting changes. Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails is very open about his past drug and alcohol problem and in 2005 talked about his recovery with a new NIN album that kicked as much ass as every other NIN before. then his 2007 album as a sonic trip and all the rest since have been some of his best music while being sober. But Scott Weiland of Stone Temple Pilots gets sober and his music sucks and then he relapses. you have that Dr Dre with The Chronic and his new album that’s supposed to come out… (when?) but it’s called Detox. Lindsay Lohan, Charlie Sheen… the two later ones are a direct message that drugs and alcohol are bad but that’s not what they’re saying and this is our influence. both of our kings died of drugs, Elvis and Michael Jackson. The Beatles were drug addicts. 
drugs are everywhere, just turn on the radio or TV. the anti drug commercials are so cheesy and retarded that they’re worthless. and hippies are claiming that if we legalize marijuana everything in America will be ok. could you imagine? everyone slow, annoying, and stinking? god, I would throw a fucking fit! and then what’s next? legalization of LSD and other not-as-harmful drugs? why not? everyone is ADD or bipolar and we’re all on medication for the defects in our minds. let’s just be the nation of losers on drugs.
maybe, though, the legalization of marijuana will get every piece of shit hooked on cocaine and heroin and maybe, if we’re lucky, they’ll all just over-dose. and you know me, always looking for a way to reduce the population. but then again- we’re all crying about cigarettes killing 5 million per year and how much that costs- well imagine every time Scooter from down the street OD’s on cocaine and we have to rush him to the hospital. that can cause some costly problems for health care. and wait- doesn’t smoking marijuana probably cause lung cancer- the same as cigarettes? and damage DNA to likely increase the risk of cancer? hmmm…

God vs. C&C (again)

this is an article I read that is… retarded but makes a descent point.
“Why do most American presidents place a hand on the Bible to take the oath of office? Secular education has made that a meaningless tradition, but the tradition exists because the Bible is the secret of America’s freedom. Forget the Bible and America will go the way of the first Protestant nation – Nazi Germany”
and
“The cancer at the heart of America’s political economy is cultural. This great nation was built by an ethic – a spirituality that taught citizens to work, earn, save, invest, and use their wealth to serve their neighbors. This biblical ethic has been replaced by secularism’s entitlement culture that teaches people that they have a right to this, that and the other without corresponding obligations to work, save, and serve. This new culture forces the state to take from productive citizens or borrow from other nations and spend it on man-made rights. This corruption of character is destroying the world’s greatest economy, but can democracy allow leaders to go against the voters’ voice?”
-Vishal Mangalwadi is the author of "The Book That Made Your World: How the Bible Created the Soul of Western Civilization."

I agree that our nation is lacking ethic- that’s my major point of many of my arguments but I don’t think it has that much to do with the bible. or the lack of bibles. I think it’s a pop culture fight we’re against and I think people are liking the whole ‘live for free’ idea. and our busted economy helps people get away with it. like it’s easier to chill on unemployment or not to have a job when the economy is bad and ‘no one is hiring’.
but to say it all has to do with the bible is just retarded. look at other great nations, like Japan, that aren’t Christian based and are doing great. but he’d argue that Japan always hasn’t been great as if this is proof. and it’s not the point either. the point isn’t that we’re all Christians and do good because to claim every good American is Christian is insulting. I’m a good American and I’m not Christian. I could be better but the bible isn’t going to help me in that regard.
anyways, it’s time for me to be a good American and get ready for work. Yes, Vishal, I’m not Christian and I have a job. ooppps, you didn’t think about that- did ya?

And today

Today I read that Obama wants to increase tax dollars amounts for education and today I initially agreed with Obama. But I haven’t thought all the points out either, which is the point of this blog- to decide where I stand on education in America. Where as Republicans want to cut spending for education. And as anyone with kids knows that education is the most important part of their lives and should be something that we shouldn’t skimp on. And you know, maybe I don’t know much about the whole topic. I know that my mom works for state detention centers for bad kids and those are being sold to private companies and/or closed. and I always hear that schools are behind on technology and books and etc.. But then they’re playing around on Mac computers… 

From what I can figure, school closings are bad news. People lose jobs and bigger class rooms usually equal bigger problems. I heard of schools merging into one and people cry rape and die all over the place- all the worst scenario's are reality, people lose jobs and heads roll. But then, after the dust settles, everything worked out and you hear of the kids with new books and type type typing away on new Mac computers. It turns out that just teachers lost their jobs, which anyone losing their job is regretful but it’s the nature of the beast. I’ve (and if you haven’t then, I mean, you’re retarded) noticed that these days we need less people with the newer technology. Maybe for education it’s the same thing- better technology equals the need for less teachers. and then here’s the question- ours kids are worse than ever now despite the new technology. so is it worth new Mac computers or more teachers? Humans, I think, are always worth more than technology. so maybe we have to ask is that wall projector more important to the education of our children or Mrs. Smiths salary? especially when we all grew up reading off the black board… and I’m to assume if you’re reading this you all turned out ok.
so for elementary and high schools maybe we need to decide if we need more teachers and more schools open or we need new computers and yearly updated books. does Mrs. Smith really needs a projector attached to her laptop to teach in class or the old black board? because to me it seems the real war here is technology vs. teachers. which is better for kids, better and new shit or more teachers? can the compassion of a teacher be replaced with a shinny new something? do our kids need more knowledge of technology in schools or more personal interaction with grown ups and potential hero’s?

another part of the increase of tax spending on education is for Pell Grants. Pell Grants are for low income people, either after they’re 24 and no longer go by their parents income or younger and their parents are poor. lets break this down. I know a lot of people that get Pell Grants for their college education. and two of the a lot that I know use it for education and needed things. the rest sign up for college, show up for the classes until payday and then go buy a bag of coke/weed/meth/heroin/etc. and a bottle or a keg. and of coarse drop out. this is $1,000’s of tax payer dollars going to assholes when Mrs. Smith is losing her job. and it’s not just the people I know from the two small towns it’s people everywhere.  another problem I see is people going into college for jobs that America just doesn’t have. so we’re paying for their expensive college education so they can graduate and not find a job? maybe we should cut off certain degrees with Pell Grants. like, and this is just an example, lil Susie wants to be a teacher but teachers all over America are losing their jobs so lil Susie applies for a Pell Grant and we tell lil Susie “sorry, babe, there’s no jobs for that when you graduate so we’re not giving you a dime” and look- we adverted spending millions this semester on all the lil Susie’s wanting to be a teacher! (so now she works at the strip bar and has a million kids on welfare, ahahahahaha) that joke just kinda contradicted my whole point, ooppps! anyways, back to cracky-mc-crack crack- those people… what do we do? I’m trying to find a solution without involving more government… I guess we should just do a thing where if you pull a stunt like that you better have a doctors note if you want more Pell Grants- my uncle bob was the best man ever and he peaked out and I was so upset and here’s the funeral thing and a thing from my shrink or I fell down the stairs and busted my ass so here’s my doctors note and I’m sorry please don’t bust my ass again… if not then sorry, nigger, you fucked up and better find a way to pay for your own college education.
I see what Obama is trying to do with the Pell Grant thing though- the real students that really want to try and do good are going to school full time and working full time to afford their roach infested apartment in everybody’s favorite ghetto. it’s sad that life has to be this hard but you know- fuck it. this is America, Land of the Free and with freedom comes struggle. those people will end up being stronger and smarter than most and are the kind of people this country used to be full of (it’s full of something now but not anything worth talking about).

the rest of it goes out as grants for ghetto schools and for the education of retards. ghetto schools- honestly they are a major problem but I don’t see how more spending is the answer. unless you spending that on self defense training for the teachers, police at schools, and big brother being up every lil niglets nostril. you know, schools like that are regrettable but it’s not a money problem- it’s a behavioral problem. it extends to the kids parents and the streets and neighborhoods (or “hoods”) in the schools district. it’s a cultural problem. I’ll pay more in taxes if schools like that are getting the best hardcore ass-kickin’ teachers ever- ones that will whoop your nigger ass for misbehaving in the classroom. ones that have hardcore police searching everything and keeping the weapons and drugs and gangs out of school. those schools are ran by violence so maybe violence is needed to install the fear in those kids. maybe the fear of an ass beating by big Bob the police man and by Mrs. Smiths back side of her hand will get these kids to sit down, shut up, and learn.

as for retards- fuck those special people. why are we spending money on them. it’s like catching a STD and taking the medicine for it and then going right back out and fucking the whore that gave it to you.

so, in conclusion, I’m for the increase tax dollars spending on education if and only if it’s spent right. no more Apple Macs- more teachers more schools. No more crack heads cashing in Pell Grants for crack. I’m only on board if it’s stated that these guidelines are going to be followed, which they’re not, so no, Obama, leave my tax dollars alone. the Left have serious problem with caring too much and over looking what’s really going on. they seem to think we need to have the best and newest everything for our kids but all our kids need is discipline and dedicated teachers that care about education. when little Obama grew up his teachers didn’t have all that fancy shit and look- he turned out pretty good. when I grew up our classes where small and we took notes off the chalk board and if we where bad we got in trouble. I got the basics and so did you too probably.

In God we untrust

this year, my birthday, May 21 / 2011, is Judgment Day. God will destroy us all on Oct 21, because it’s the end of the world.
does this mean I’m the Antichrist? if it means free parking and a hot palace then I’ll take the job for those 5 months. But what does this job mean?
do I kill everyone or does God kill us all?
“time is coming, it’s quiet clear, our Antichrist is almost here”
I love Christians like this. they’re telling us all to believe in the Christian God or we’re all going to die and burn in hell forever and ever. sounds painful. where’s the love, my brutha?!
if I was the Antichrist and I was supposed to start destroying the world and kill everyone- I’d totally renege on that promise. fuck God, I’d just kill the people a don’t like a create a superior culture and we’d all live much better lives. think of the benefits!

Music

I just want to go through my library and lets talk about my music. I just feel the last album of so many artists suck. I purchased The Kills: Blood Pressures today and was super excited because of the single Satellite and the free download DNA- I expected more of the same and wrong! snooze fest. I want my $8.53 back. But they’re not the first to disappoint and not the last, I’m sure.
Archive:
in 2009 they did Controlling Crowds Parts I-IV. parts I-III are amazing and the Archive album with my most favorite number of tracks but Part IV was terrible. how does this happen? I’m excited for the next Archive but if IV was any indication to their future sound I’m going to be pissed.
Big Black Delta
Amazing! Haven’t even released a full LP yet but what has been released is simply amazing. I love his style of releasing free tracks every so often as to not bore the listener with them.
Bjork
Borrrring! and what the fuck was working with Timbaland on her last album? and what the fuck was that little thing she did with those people?!
Crystal Castles
once again- AMAZING! with two albums since 2008 and each one freakin brilliant I’m looking forward to more. their music paints a picture and is appropriate in almost ever situation just not all tracks. One of my TOP 5. only Crystal Castles can save us now.
Goldfrapp
ok, Seventh Tree was a boring disaster and Head First is a weirdo 80’s sometimes cool but mainly wretched creature- it’s still nice to know that they’re flexible.
How To Destroy Angels
my new fav of the TOP 5(since NIN is retired or are they?) but anyways- still Trent Reznor but with his beautiful wife and talented friend, Mariqueen Maandig and Atticus Ross. The sound is still similar to NIN but something is different. The music is a perfect partner to Mariqueens vocals. They released a 6 track EP that’s free to download or pay for the HD version and the physical CD. HTDA is due to release the full LP this fall, as they say, and I’m the most excited about this.
The Kills
I heard tracks from Midnight Bloom while working at Aeropostale and after saying I love this song and coping lyrics and Google searching them to see who the artist was and find out they were all Kills I got MB with a quick speed and I freakin love that album. but when I heard Satellite I was so very excited again. and then I bought the album today and borring. well, it doesn’t all suck I’m just really disappointed. I expected more intensity like in satellite and midnight bloom but I got good rock n roll like in No Wow- which was another let down album considering I love the song Now Wow and bought the album and yeah..
KMFDM
oh KMFDM… never boring at least. I love KMFDM. just that their lyrics and song don’t change much. but neither do much artists. I at least always check out all their new albums.
Lamb
Lamb has a new album they’re working on and it makes me nervous.
Madonna
I didn’t give Madonna the time of day until Music which is good and then American Life is awesome and no one could do that album except The Queen of Pop herself. then the one after that was GAY and the Hard Candy was ok. I’ll still say I’m excited about a new Madonna.
Marilyn Manson
I loved him when he was a dirty antichrist super rock star and I loved him when he was a white haired unisexed drug addict and all the other lil things he’s dabbled in. but I’ll say that he hasn’t amazing me since Mechanical Animals (1998).
Massive Attack
one of my TOP 5. I’ll just say that 2003 100th Window was ok and now that Daddy G is back, Heligoland is fucking brilliant. Massive Attack always excites me.
Nine Inch Nails
Top 5 number two but only because Trent had said he was done with NIN but I think he said he would be working on new NIN so let’s just say NIN and HTDA are tied. anyways- all the NIN albums are brilliant. Trent never seems to lose talent.
Peaches
Peaches!!! her earlier albums were too immature but 2010’s I Feel Cream was a nice simmer down but not too simmer. I freakin love Peaches and I want more of the mature Peaches (Peaches and mature is a contradiction but check out old Peaches albums and I Feel Cream and tell me I’m wrong).
A Perfect Circle
saw them in 2000 touring with NIN and I loved their debt album but like Tool they got weird and boring!!!! boooooooo thumbs down!
PJ Harvey
was one of my top fives but she lost that title. White Chalk and Let England Shake are major let downs. PJ used to be a rocker and now she’s putting me to sleep.
Portishead
probably my number 6 fav artist of all time. all of their albums are brilliant and each has a different sound. I can’t wait for more. I hope it goes with a darker sound because that’s what makes me love them.
Tool
SUCKS NOW
Tricky
SUCKS NOW
UNKLE
TOP 5 probably number three. each album has a new sound and each album is brilliant and with enough lil EP’s and 5 LP’s they never keep you waiting. I’m highly looking forward to the When the Night Falls- Another Night Out bonus to come out this month. that’s going to be an instant buy.

in conclusion it’s up to UNKLE and NIN and HTDA and BBD and CC to save us all! any new artists that have talent I’m taking applications to be your fan. that’s right.
anyways, this lil blog took longer than I wanted so I’m not even going to proof read. sorry
Cheers

Grandma vs. the rest of us.

In a budget plan cutting $6T over the next decade, there was some changes made in Medicare and Medicaid which doesn’t cut people already enrolled but plans to start simmering them down to save federal $$$. Democrats, who like to spend money they don’t have, issued this statement: ‘"Paul Ryan made clear that the Republican budget will protect Big Oil companies subsidies over seniors health care," Jesse Ferguson, spokesman for the Democratic Congressional Campaign Committee, said in a statement. "It's already becoming clear who will be the priority in the House Republican budget -- special interests, not middle class families."’
I’m sorry, what? Is that their comment whenever they get mad? What do seniors have to do with middle class families? Democratic special interests are poor people that will vote for them and old people. But Dems want to raise taxes, again, and I’m sorry but if you care so much about middle class families then why are we paying $4 a gallon of gas? Higher gas prices = higher product prices. Middles class families are the ones with insurance companies that are going to be fucked over with Obamacare and will cause higher premiums for the middles class family and anyone else who’s a responsible adult with health insurance. If the taxes are raised and we see less money each pay check, I mean, yeah, that helps out the middles class family. Higher taxes are awesome and totally benefit everyone.
Why do they want to raise taxes? Because they spend too much money. I don’t cause the government money. I pay the government (which makes them my nigger). Why am I paying for lazy assholes with a million kids? The same people that are probably still sleeping because they don’t have to get up and look for a job. The same people with kids that are fat from government “cheese”. The same people that drink and do drugs in front of those lil fat, retarded children. The same people that probably don’t really even vote.
So, Republicans want to change what we eventually spend and Democrats what to keep gas prices high which equals higher prices on everything else after a while and then raise taxes. Who’s giving a big middle finger to who?
Leave taxes along, fix our pump prices and fuck the future Grandmas. They’re forewarned- start planning now. Cut the federal spending or there will be no Medicare and Medicaid. Quit building bridges for dessert snails, quit paying for Shaniqua’s million babies food and her apartment and everything else while she smokes crack and gets gang banged.
Thank you.

Target vs. Canvass for a Cause

I’ve just read several articles about Target suing Canvass for a Cause, a gay rights group. lemme try and break it down- Canvass for a Cause is outside Target stores talking to people going into Target about gay marriage and getting them to sign a petition. Target has a policy not to allow any group to solicit and petition on their property… Target tells them to stop after complaints against the protesters outside for cornering them and whatnot. “about a dozen complaints a day since setting up in Oct.”. Gay rights group is saying that Target is picking on them cause they’re annoying and rude fags. So they won’t leave and Target is suing them. here’s a link for the short version article http://www.newser.com/story/114916/target-sues-gay-rights-group-canvass-for-a-cause.html

now, anyone who knows me knows how I feel about this. I seen the gay protests after they donated money to the Republican candidate and the mess that was. Singing and blow horns and complete disregard and disrespect against the workers and the people shopping so I can just imagine some tacky fags and mean dikes outside the store harassing the people coming in. I’d complain too and I’m gay.
where is our self respect? where’s our sense of integrity? you want to protest, fine, go somewhere and quietly and respectfully, in nice clothing and in calm respectable tones, protest in places like parks and government property. you pay the taxes, you own the property. but not in front of Target or Chigger mart or where ever. and if you’re asked to leave, shut it down.
I’m for gay marriage but it’s not an issue for me. I’m Republican and will vote Republican but I’m not for some of their moral issues like gay marriage and anti-abortion. but I believe and I know they’re the right people for the job to keep this great country going. I don’t want to see myself lose my basic freedoms as an American to the democratic party that’s turning more socialist everyday. let’s get the republicans in and with respect and dignity get them to relax and wise up on moral issues. but the key to a successful protest is doing it so in a respectful and tasteful manor. and I’m sure the Canvass for a Cause is just the opposite.
anyways, now all the fags are claiming that Target is against gay people. which is fine with me if they think that- shop somewhere else. there’s enough smart and clean respectable people that will still shop there to keep the prices and products at the very best.
but as yourself- if you owned a business and the people outside are upsetting your customers would you be in the same mind set to remove them from your property? if you’re a gay business owner and Girl Scouts are outside cornering and scaring people away would you kick them off? it’s not the point of the group or the message- it’s the behavior. and Target doesn’t let anyone chill outside their property. no girl scouts, no salvation army, no anti-gay rights protesters, no KKK, etc..
gay America- wise up and simmer down. your stupid pranks are making us look worse and are hurting our chances at a greater acceptance in society.

the cozy truth

what is it with poor people hating rich people? when did this happen and why does it still exist? class warfare- sounds like jealousy to me. or a conspiracy.
yesterday when we where stopped on a 5 lane road for a school bus letting a bunch, a herd, of kids out at a trailer park I said “My mommy and daddy didn’t try hard enough so I live in a trailer park”. cracked me up. see, that’s my whole thing with the poor hating the rich- the poor just didn’t try hard enough. I’m technically poor and I like rich people. they’re an inspiration to me. when I grow up- I want to be rich. 
the conspiracy is this (and I’m not going to make perfect sense here…): someone somewhere came up with the idea that if we help poor people out and just make life easier for them then they’ll be forever grateful and be our besties. aka Democratic party with their section 8, food stamps and whatever else. get it- accept these assistances and vote for us forever.
only problem is that supporting the poor is costly and with everyone seeing their poor nigger friends in section 8’s and a roach infested kitchen stocked to the brim with food stamp food- it looks like the new American lazy way to live. yay! fun times. fleas, chiggers, roaches, the humiliation- kinda like shopping at Wal-Mart. anyways- it’s expensive to pay for all these lil niggers sooooo let's tax the rich more. they won’t notice it. they don’t need it. there’s people that would be otherwise dying in the street with out us, the Dem party, but we need money so the rich will pay for us like we pay for the poor. let’s take their inheritance. over tax their businesses. we can’t have them hiring poor people and paying them a decent wage so the poor grow up big and strong and leave us. we need these votes, America.
and that’s the hidden truth behind class welfare. jealous and the democratic party. it’s about power and popularity. the thing is the Dems are winning because so many Americans simply don’t try hard enough and so many rich people are nervous about the current situation that they’re unwilling to invest in our people and economy. and that’s the truth that isn’t heard because we have the media and celebrities against the rich. I don’t fully understand that one. my only guess is that they bare a grudge. maybe rich my default doesn’t teach you the smarts to protect your own money and invest in something other than the government.
if the media and celebrities are so for the poor being un-poor then why don’t they start up businesses or fund businesses so they can hire people and pay them a decent wage? why don’t they donate money to the nation debt? you know, instead of buying houses and cars and expensive clothing and then complaining on the Today Show while stroking their engorged tacky diamonds.
why does it all have to be so tragic when the solution is jobs? why are we paying $4 a gallon of gas when we have oil reserves that are untapped here in the USA? that’s jobs and more money people can spend paying bills and shopping which all grow the economy. and cheaper gas. why are we giving poor people nice section 8 homes and food stamps and spending all that money instead of giving them jobs? if they’re too stupid to work and spend their money appropriately then fuck them. I heard being homeless isn’t so bad after a couple of months.
and you know, section 8’s are high in crime and the kids growing up in those types of places don’t have very bright futures. unless they learn to rap well and make a few bucks doing that until they’re shot or die of drug overdoses. why not stop giving the drug addicts food and homes and give them rehab instead? sobriety can open peoples eyes. and if not, then, well, fuck them.
I’m just saying that all this assistance and class welfare isn’t doing anyone any good. there’s a better way and it’s all just a political game that we’re playing. and they’re winning but we, the people, are losing. all this help and we’re learning we’ll never be any better so we better get comfortable.

future past.

when you’re in a relationship just because they would do it- so would you, supposedly. even more annoying- just because an ex did it then all following relationships afterwards will do the same. there is no future. only the past and past mistakes. in gay relationships everything is drama. drama, drama, drama. is it because we’re gay we’re supposed to be so exotic and exciting? that because we’re not straight then everything is crooked? but you know, I’m wrong for saying all because there are mature gay relationships out there and mature gay individuals.
relationships are supposed to be about the individual not the stereotype. that’s supposed to be the whole point of a relationship- is that you like that person, not that they’re gay or straight or that they’re hot or that you like the same music and movies… they’re not about their fashion or how much money they have in the bank. it doesn’t matter who their friends are. it doesn’t matter if their family is completely insane. it doesn’t matter if you have sex every night or not. and if these things do matter then you’re in a relationship for the wrong reasons.
and you’re never going to like everything single thing about anyone. so quit looking for perfection. love isn’t perfect anyways.
I’m just saying that it’s always a good reminder to remember that you’re in a relationship with the person, an individual that isn’t, or ever is, going to be the same as anyone else. you can’t tell the future and can’t move forward in the past.

the fronts of social networking

these days you can be anybody you want on sites like Facebook and MySpace and etc… the fronts of social networking. these days anybody can be sexy and hip, they can be smart and funny, they can say whatever they want without real life regards. it’s so easy to take a good picture of yourself and say and do whatever you want behind a computer screen. the virtual reality of living: have they all gone viral or do they all have a virus?
people spend hours on social networking sites each day. these hours of trendy talk and sharing with “friends”- we’ve forgotten real social interaction with humans. but, that’s not my point because I could care less about interacting socially with the public. it’s just that I see such a major waste in socializing with people in such a detached way. there’s nothing personal in their daily lives and there’s nothing worth connecting to. there’s no personal in connecting with people on social networking sites.
who is the real person behind the picture and cleaver name that you’re talking to? in real life situations would you be friends? if their grandma peaced out for really real would you care? only if they take pictures and post them on Facebook. and if this person quits updating their page- how long before you forget the even exist?
just my point is that I don’t see the connection. if you really care about these people then there’s still the old fashion phone, you know they have these things called restaurants where people can go and eat and talk and have good times in real life. real life always creates greater memories and connects us deeper. so, I just saying if you wouldn’t want to hang out with these people in for real really life then where’s the bother in reading all their updates and being noisy with every picture they post to Facebook?
I can see some benefits with sharing information and pictures on social networks. a new album or novel is coming out from your favorite artist and you post it so others can know and experience. if a family member goes on vacation and posts millions of pics then that’s kinda fun to look at (but spare everyone the comments- for god sakes if you wouldn’t say that in person then simmer down with the keyboard). and I mean there’s more benefits but honestly if you’re using it for those proposes then you’re going to be on there for a total of 20 mins.
and another point is think of the time you can save with not spending hours and hours on social networking sites. you could read a book and gain knowledge, you could create something that’s really fucking cool (and then, like, take a pic of it and, like, totally post it on Facebook), you could take a walk, you could clean your house… your mind would be clear and the real people you interact with in real life become more important to you. you find that you don’t miss looking at every whore pic and every comment people you don’t even barely know post. you find that you don’t miss those people.
I should make the point that I deleted my Facebook and MySpace account long time ago but I have a twitter account. and my twitter account is for artist and political people updates. some celebrities I like. and for news updates. I spend probably 5-10 mins a day looking at it. I think I have my cousin and my boyfriend on there and that’s all. people, with their silly comments and god damn internet way of writing these days- to, you know, sound like they’re right there with you, just annoy the every lasting piss out of me.
*sighs*
yeah- god damn shit like that (insert dramatic eye roll here)

PJ Harvey

I never talk about music on here but the latest PJ Harvey album, Let England Shake, has inspired me to do so.
Of coarse, every PJ album is not comparable to the last or next by sound and Let England Shake is very good. But it's not To Bring You My Love or Is This Desire. Where as those are set aside from the rest is that they have songs that invoke intense emotions from me while LES is very good but I feel like no tracks stand alone.
I miss the old days of PJH with songs like ‘Missed’ that had me stomping my feet and slamming my steering wheel to the lyrics and music, ‘Long Snake Moan’ makes you realize PJH isn’t fucking around, ‘Working For the Man’ makes you listen with great anticipation for the explosion you can feel the music building but when the song never does you’re not unsatisfied but electrified. The song ‘Teclo’ invokes emotions for anyone who’s loved and never gotten or lost. ‘My Beautiful Leah’ gives you chills. ‘The Wind’ takes you away in the atmosphere of the song- it loses you for a full four minutes and then you’re back as if awakening from a dream. ‘No Girl So Sweet’ is another steering wheel / petal to the metal song as is ‘Naked Cousin’ from The Crow: City of Angels soundtrack.
Even the singles where better back then. To the sing along ‘Down By the Water’ to the whore anthem ’C’mon Billy’. ‘A Perfect Day Elise’ comes out of your speakers loud and demanding your attention. You used to not be able to ignore PJH.
Stories from the City, Stories from the Sea was the seeming turning point from PJH from intense raw emotion to that of a more mature and muted and cryptic sound. Where as that album and all her albums are great- that’s where she lost me. Stories has a few stand alone songs like ‘The Whores Hustle and the Hustlers Whore’ and ‘This is Love’ but the rest of the album seems like one long song. As is the same for Uh Huh Her and White Chalk and Let England Shake. I don’t mind albums of that nature if they’re supposed to be of that nature like Nine Inch Nails’ The Fragile (my most favorite album of all time and as it’s supposed to be all connected and a flowing album each and every song stands alone). But one long, very good song… Lets face it- that’s kinda boring. At least Uh Huh Her provided me with some of that raw emotion on the tracks ‘The Letter’ and ‘It’s You’.
I’m not giving a negative review on PJ Harvey. Just stating that I miss the mid-90’s PJH. The one that wasn’t fucking around and you couldn’t ignore.

these are the kinda idiots…

the below comments are about this picture.

Ooooookay- Fuckin liberals! Right, and Sarah Palin isn't a very powerful Republican and a woman.
Republicans have had nothing to do with education for decades.
Immigrants are destroying our country and devaluing our dollar.
Gays and lesbians have all the same rights as everyone else in America except marriage. and it’s not just Republicans that voted to ban gay marriage in the House and Senate, some Decorates did too. Transgendered people are just creepy and deserve nothing. They should have been aborted (it’s too late to flush them now). Bisexuals get everything they want, greedy greedy.
They always want to say something without checking facts first. Liberals, I mean, not bisexuals. You know why he is really upset- he's obviously a flamer who wants to be a woman teacher and is in love with an illegal alien (probably a twink Asian). I bet he was one of those annoying fags that protested Target.
You can see that it’s a Planned Parenthood rally in the back and the reason for the attack on Republicans on this one is that Republicans made a budget cutting proposal that included cutting funding for Planned Parenthood. America is broke. Something needs to be cut and considering abortion and birth control and other contraceptives are a subject America is divided on I don’t see it fair that everyone’s tax dollars should pay for it. There are plenty of rich celebrities and politicians and rich liberals out there that could donate to Planned Parenthood. It can survive with enough motivation.

better teach it to swim.

do you ever have one of those days you just mess up everything you do and you’re just about ready to go insane or break something?! this is my day. so I’m getting away from it all and listening to Crystal Castles. and drinking coffee. and smoking Marlboro Mediums.
I wanted to talk about this thing I saw on FoxNews.com about this brain dead vegetable baby and the hospital took it to the home of the parents so they could take it off life support and it can peace out. and people are upset my this. go figure- soccer moms and hippies / people that think nothing should be killed, regardless of it’s state. so… they want the dead thing to just shrivel up on life support and live forever and the parents are to have this huge hospital bill? or are my tax dollars supposed to pay for a rotten vegetable of a child? children- we have too many of them anyways. and no one knows how to parent them. schools are over crowded and suck. and don’t blame the Republicans over anything education regarded because the Dem’s have ruled that shit for decades now.
but the Republicans are to blame for anti-abortion views. and the Christians. Christians / zombies / vampires… personally, abort them all till you have the intelligence and bank roll for raise a child. and if you can’t afford either ever then you’re an under achiever and shouldn’t pro-create. and you only get one. I mean, like, drown the rest during their baptism if you’re too weak and immature to abort. people these days, all of them are mature enough to have sex but can’t properly raise their kids. fuck pro-life and fuck pro-choice / I’m pro-abortion. America- when are we going to wake up? we’re broke and over populated! who cares if some crippled baby gets it’s life support taken away. do it to about 100,000 more and then we’ll be thinking right. let’s just not have kids for, like, 10 years. and then let’s make a law that you can only give birth to a child during an old numbered year. like, they can have babies this year but they better hurry kuz if it’s born after January 1, 2012 then we’re breaking it’s neck and throwing it in the trash can. or sending them to china to work in sweat shops and send us money back.
where did this mentality come from that everyone and everything is so fucking precious? how is it precious when we already have millions of it? and if it’s endangered then, I mean, like, duh- mother nature must be totally trying to tell us something. what’s it going to take for us to realize that there are more important things to do than protect every fucking living creature? mother nature is going to take care of us one day. you don’t believe that shit then shut up. oh- but we’re taking care of mother nature. global warming.
if global warming is killing the planet and we’re all going to die then why do we care about the shriveled up carcass of a baby on life support? better teach it to swim.

Courtesy.

Courtesy seems to be a lost art. It takes thinking with your, you know, brain. And people seem to have lost that function. They’re all capable of all other functions the human body can perform except thought. Examples include:
The phone call curfew: Except in emergencies, the phone should never ring after a certain time at night. It’s rude and inconsiderate to call after certain times when people could be in bed. I’m a light sleeper and a phone ringing would wake me up and then chap my ass and I wouldn’t be able to get back to bed for quite sometime. I would assume that it’s an emergency that someone would call that late and if my assumption makes and ass of myself and them I’m going to be even more pissed. Drama queens think everything is an emergency so let me line out what is an emergency or reason’s allowing calls after the courtesy curfew: someone died, someone is dying, someone was arrested, the caller needs someone but incases of fire, car break downs or some other form of emergency. But there are variations to these reasons- if someone died and the person you’re calling wasn’t close to that person and neither was the person calling then you’re a drama queen and the call could have waited till morning. If you broke a nail you’re not dying. If you stubbed your toe you’ll be fine, tooth aches are not emergencies (brush your teeth), if you got a paper cut you’ll survive- you get the point. I don’t think some people realize how annoying a call after the courtesy curfew really is. It’s immature, it’s rude and it’s not very courteous, of coarse.
Next we go onto sidewalks. If you live in a house or apartment that has a side walk outside and it snows- shovel your mother fucking sidewalks! Quit being a lazy nigger and shove it. Don’t shovel a little path that’s only the width of the shovel either. If two people are walking down that sidewalk at the same time then a little path is just as bad as no path. Shovel you’re entire sidewalk. If you don’t use the sidewalk on the side of your house shovel it anyways. If you live next to an empty lot shovel that too. Even if the city is supposed to but they don’t. It’s just courteous to do so. If you live next to a house that’s for sale or no one lives there- shovel that too. It may not be your responsibility but someone has to do it and as a mature good American it’s your job. If you live next to an old lady or man and they have a walker then be a good neighbor and shovel their shit too. Other sidewalk concerns are keep your trash ball kids shit off the walk. Don’t run a sprinkler on the walk that gets everyone walking by wet. Just keep it neat and accessible.
I’m just going to list a few other things here-
Don’t be a nigger and blast music from your car at anytime of the day when driving in a residential area.
If you take the last of the coffee turn it off / if you take the last of the Britta water fill it up / if you eat the last of anything throw it away / I think you get the point.
If you’re going to be late for a party, event or work give a call. If it’s your fault because you’re an asshole apologize for being an asshole.
If you’re going into public make damn sure you’re nice looking and smelling. If you look like shit or smell like shit then you’re a piece of shit and do not deserve respect.
When talking to people make sure you’re not a close talker, low talker, high talker, make sure you talk with a degree of intelligence and leave the slang for your shit hole buddies.
There’s more that could be listed but I think I’ve made my point. Maybe after reading this it’ll spark the ‘think before you act’ attitude. We’re all in this world together and we all need to work together to make it a nicer and happier place and all it takes is courtesy towards you’re fellow man/woman.

versus.

Fox News is talking about celebrity women losing weight for roles and how this effects the women watching these celebrities. guys too, Christian Bale lost a lot and looked like shit for a movie. Right now they’re talking about Natalie Portman in Black Swan.
You know, I think that if the people watching these celebrities lose weight for a role and then feel insecure about themselves and become anorexic or bulimic- then, I mean, they’re fucking STUPID and probably should just die. I'm so sick of hearing about young ladies and women being influenced by Hollywood and how we need to protect them. the women, I mean, not Hollywood. for the love of christ- do they really think Natalie Portman looked at her already thin frame and said “oh fuck I’m a fatty mc-fat fat” and lost a bunch of weight? she did it for a role of a dancer which those performers are supposed to be really thin. I’m getting off track on the topic-
America is land of the FAT. land of lard if you will. everybody hates their bodies and no one is happy. frankly, I think we need more ‘thinsiration’. all these women saying ‘big is beautiful’ need to shut the fuck up. we don’t need more weakness and acceptance in America. we don’t need more health problems and emotional problems. why are the drug companies in America still so rich? because we’re all lazy assholes to just assume take a pill and sit back on the sofa and watch One Life To Live. you know, we hate on smokers and we hate on drug addicts but we’re all sensitive to fat people and that’s not fair. they’re just a danger to themselves and others as smokers and druggies. at least smokers and  druggies are doing things that keep you skinny, ahhaha! I’m sick of the health problems for fat people being kept all hush hush because we’re too worried about hurting these peoples emotions. i;’m sick of being a smoker and labeled a deadly asshole for smoking in public and- heaven forbid- smoking around fat ass mothers and their fat ass kids. maybe they need cancer and the chemo will make ‘em lose weight. what about my health risks when being in an elevator with a bunch of fat people? elevators fall. what about being anywhere USA and there is a fire and I’m trying to get out the door to safety and fat people are falling over and blocking the exit? what about my emotions when fat people leave the house in sweat pants with holes in them and I have to look at that? they’re one of the many reasons I don’t shop at walmart anymore. what about all these fat chicks in clothes too small and I have to just deal with looking at their suffocated thong sticking out of their muffin top? I’m supposed to be fragile to the emotions of fat people and be tolerant? but my smoking is a crime? if I wanted to be openly affectionate with my boyfriend in public- that’s offensive?
and people say it’s not their fault they’re fat. my ass it’s not their fault. bitch- join a fuckin’ gym and eat better. did that hurt your feelings? well, work them out- don’t eat them.
oh but they have a thyroid problem- blurg. give me the power to show everyone if they want something bad enough they can achieve it despite their handicap. what about legless people is marathons? what about the special Olympics? you always hear about people with disabilities doing fantastic things. that deaf guy that was a famous musician… etc.…
and that whole “they were born this way” bull shit is so annoying. look- I was born a Alcoholic and I’m in recovery for a year and a half now. you want something badly enough you can get it. so simply, to say, if you’re ‘happy’ being a fat ass then don’t be offended when I call you ‘fat ass’ or when Natalie Portman loses weight for a film.

it takes strength to be happy and healthy. it takes dedication and it takes pain.

the ‘I’ in hair.

really- what is hair? follicles- idiot. where do they come from and how do they know to grow? I could look all this up but I prefer to think of them as lil’ monsters with minds and souls of there own. for men (and some woman) hair gets even weirder. as I’m getting older, the hair on my head seems to be peacing out while the hair on my back is coming in full force. I don’t mind back hair- I think it’s sexy but thin or balding hair isn’t a sexy look on me. I keep cutting my hair shorter and shorter so when the day comes I won’t freak about having a bald head. the length at which hair grows is strange too- I how does it know when to stop? does it run out of some sort of growing fuel? the hair on my chest is really long but the hair on my stomach isn’t as long. my arm pit hairs I could probably braid. I’m not even going to talk about Fern Gully that I grow down below! it’s just weird that it always gets to a certain lengeth and then stops but my beard and hair on my head can grow forever and be long as fuck. imagine if chest and pub hair did that! we’d have to go to special barbers. wait- that could be hot… anyways, it’s all natural and I think on a man it’s quit sexy. I love beards, too. mine is fantastic but needs to mature a bit more. my unibrow is too intense so that gets plucked. and what about all this hair removal?! men- why do you do it?! i‘ve shaved my chest a few times back when I was, oh say 18-20, because everyone talks about how disgusting hairy men are when you’re a teenager. anyways- when my lil’ monsters where growing back it burned and itched and I had zits all over my chest and I mean, how is this more sexy than hair?! for the love of god guys- stop shaving it off! especially if you don’t like it now- well it’s going to be uber intense when you’re older and too busy to shave anymore or whatever. you’re going to have a natural forest with lil’ woodland creatures rooming around! men just don’t think. well, they do, but it’s usually about sex and how and when are they going to get it. when I look at porn I just can’t even be excited about all these hairless lil’ twinks. I feel like I’m looking at 15 yr old kids! I feel like MJ!
anyways- cheers to hair! may it keep you warm this winter and shade you during the summer! haha

sorry Mom, sorry Buddha

delirious people are all around. people with delusions of grandeur. people with over active paranoia. what is it about or society that makes us so delirious and out of touch with reality? is it a new thing or have humans always been this annoying? of coarse, it doesn’t help most people aren’t honest or say out right what they feel. there’s all these little games and catch ups. mix ups. miss understandings. miss directions. it probably has something to do with our communication skills. or how all of us are terrified to be truthful and honest because honestly honesty can bite you in the ass. how many times have you wished for a foot in the mouth? or wish to stomp your boots all up in someone’s mouth after carelessly opening it? my personal experience is that honesty and talking is an annoyance. like, honesty, did I have to say that and did you really need to know that? fuck, our freedom of speech has crippled us beyond belief. someone just break my jaw and wire it shut. there’s a lot of things I won’t miss with my mouth wired shut. oh, to count the ways. your freedom of speech has gone beyond it’s purpose. shut up America! no more acting, no more singing, no more writing, no more talking talking talking! honestly, I could use the vacation from all this talking and expressing my feelings. give me utter and complete silence. give me total control. give me something worth while, at least. because all of you have said to much. the more you talk and the more I learn the more hideous you are. your breath stinks from all the bullshit you say. and I can barely hear you yacking over the violins.
privacy is so under rated. there’s a difference between privacy and lying. there’s a difference between privacy and saying too much to people that can’t understand. why talk to someone that will never understand what you’re saying? it’s such a waste of time, time, time and time is money, as you know. communication ruins lives.
I think trust was something stronger until people started talking about. now people are always talking about trust trust trust and it’s a mutated monster. a once very simple concept has been torn apart and tagged with all these notes and sub-notes and small print and shit written in invisible ink, stuff between the lines. we all have to have the same version of trust because heaven forbid that a friend or family find out you’re different. you’ll lose all of your credibility. and credibility is very important. these days you have to be loved by everyone, a million friends on Facebook, loved by everyone that someone you know knows and who they know and so on. we have to love everyone but we can’t be good neighbors.
I guess I just don’t belong in modern society. just send me away. see, I don’t need to know everything about everyone I know. I don’t need everyone to like me. I don’t need to worry about what others will think. I can blog whatever my lil’ heart desires, I can say whatever I want and I can trust anyone for no good reason. or I can not trust them for no good reason. my credibility has been shot and I could give a fuck less. the places I’ve been and the things I’ve done equal to a whole lot more than most people twice my age. I’ve experimented in almost everything I dare to show interest. I’m not saying my life is carefree or that I don’t care about respect for others but there’s a time and place for all that. I know the time and I know the place and that’s if I feel like it. I have a very simple trust policy. I have an open mind and heart and realistic expectations to that of other humans. I don’t try to fool myself into believing what everyone has taught me. and not to say that I didn’t used to. of coarse I used to be ’mainstream’ with my emotions and thought process. but I know all the right people and pick the very best parts to learn and live. and experience helps.
and here I’ve said too much again. sorry Mom, sorry Buddha.

Ripe.

no one listens to good news. we all want dead molested people. murder and money scams. i don't think money makes the world go round anymore- it's sex now. but sex is for sale. so it's really the chicken and egg situation. i guess if everyone was rich enough / we'd all be getting laid. but everyone, rich and poor, want to get laid. so who really wins? sex sells in Hollywood. without sex would Hollywood be as rich? but Michael Jackson had sex with little boys and he lost money? kinda. i doubt his record sales went down that much. i bet everyone that thought he did bought a MJ record after the charges where paid off. Britney Spears turns into a sex machine and everyone liked her less. we liked her holsum- like bread. those Disney kids promote no sex till mirage and they're raking in the cash... but it's still sex. sell sells if you like it or hate. porn is so fuckin' expensive and those porn stars are probably richer than most movie stars. i would have been a porn star back in the day to make some money. it takes money to make more money. education ain't free. and we's needs our education to make the moneys.
say, why is it OK to say hillbilly and honky and cracker but we can't say nigger without everyone blowing their lids?
NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER.
that's true racism. why is it OK for blacks, niggers, to be all ghetto and say they hate crackers but whites, crackers, can't say they hate niggers? i mean if we did it in a southern accent would it be OK, huh, liberal America?
why do we have to hate anyone? because, Nikolas, hate sells. like the news. and hip hop music.
why do everyone hate the Nazi's way more than rap stars? they're always talking about violence and killing people. is it because the Nazi's actually did it and not fronted in front of a microphone? lazy niggers...
the liberal media tells me that both hate gay men so i hate them both too. Nazi's and hip hop, i mean. what's up with that?! hip hop music is very anti homosexual but all the lil' queers just love it. Target donates to a Republican politician that supports a christian rock band and all the lil fags run to Target to protest and harass the good employees of Target but why aren't they outside of Eninem concerts? and Lil kentucky fried niglet Wayne? burn.
fags are so annoying. as a group of people i think we used to stand for something but now we just buy whatever we're sold. if Madonna or Lady Caca say it then it's like from the mouths of god and we just run and tell that, homeboy. we no longer create fashion- fashion creates us. i think we used to lead and now we just follow. but who are we following? we have no strength in anything that matters. we're only one-sided in politics, we have no great media people, all the shows featuring gay men are flamers, we're not taken seriously because we have no serious grip on the world. if we spent half as much time becoming ourselves as we do following celebrities then we could be a powerful force. of coarse i'm talking about my generation. i think the older gentle men in the gay world have done a good job in expanding the minds in America. now if they can just stop being creepy we'll be all set on them, haha, i joke, i joke. 
lesbians- oy vae, i dunno.
fag hags- these women are seriously fuked up. hags, fruit flys- you are annoying. quit stuffing your fat mouths and join the gym. there's hot men there. your fag isn't one day going to become straight and have your babies. no, we're not cool. we're annoying repressive people, we're weak and we allow you to be weak. anorexia works. bulimia... cigarettes aren't a diet. neither is the gallons of booze you and your fags drink everyday. ignoring the rest of the world isn't going to make you happy. and your jealousy ain't cute. i understand, you're full of feelings and you're too soft and unoriginal to deal with them in a healthy way. i understand that men don't look at you like the other woman (except the sickos and niggers. niggers love fat white woman- someone has to pay the utilities bill).
i know how i come off. like some racist white power Nazi that's bitter. boo hoo. cue the violins. i don't give a fuck what you think of me. i write this for shock value and to get your lil minds thinking. maybe to plant a seed. truth is- i hate everyone. i think we're all a bunch of spoiled hypocritical people. and it's our god deserved right as Americans. so fuck it! to each their own.
and you know you love reading my shit. all this hate is getting your pussy wet / giving you a hard on. it's like a car crash where everyone's dead and there's molested raped dead people in the truck. the sneaker in the middle of the road is a sign how bad it really is. you can smell the blood and it's driving you nuts. watch out- you're drooling on your keyboard.
let me plant a seed in your mind. the seed of doubt. question all social situations. what's really going on? that's the hidden message in everyday tasks? what are your neighbors really doing behind closed doors? what are your elected politicians doing to fuck you? who's fucking you and what diseases have they forgotten to tell you about? c'mon, everyone in America is sick. that's why the drug companies are so rich. that's why we need obamacare. so we can all be so high on drugs that we'll be a society of drugged zombies. too drugged to hate. too drugged to cry wolf / rape. too drugged to vote. too drugged to think. here- let our sponsors this hour think for you. or me- i can think for you.
you want food and sex and violence. so- rape your best friend and then kill them and eat them. that would be a great reduction in population and probably good for America. survival of the fittest. population control.

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there is no I in cancer.

there is no “I” in cancer. it’s going to kill us all! cancer, that is, not I. cars, deodorant, my second hand smoke, Martha Stewart and Oprah. probably even the government will gives us cancer.

once I was told that artificial scents will give you kidney failure. masturbation will make you blind. Republicans will make you poor and stay there. side effects stated by, ha-ha, I better not.

bad grammar and spelling will give you cancer. so will hip hop. if you pop a zit on your face and don’t wash it out with acid then you’re not only going to die from cancer and AIDS, you’re also going to have spiders lay eggs up in your face. and they will hatch with millions of rabies babies all over your face.

face it, you’re dead and poor. all of this is true because you read it on the internet. you don’t know me but you trust me. why would I lie to you?

the major drug companies will steal your children if you’re not addicted to their pills, including Flintstones vitamins.

cell phones, laptops, iPods & Pads will give you cancer. so will tampons. condoms too. only Crystal Castles can save us now.

hemp lotion will make you a drugged out lunatic; with cancer. allow your hands to crack from dryness. it’ll also make you lose your faith in God. along with music like Marilyn Manson and N’Sync (I mean Michael Jackson).

your pet cats and birds will kill you. arm pit hairs… dust… cleanliness is next to Godliness. unless you listen to music, that is.

ethics in suicide?

is it possible to have partaken in an ancient ritual and sold your soul without knowing? could that time back in ‘04 have opened a door somewhere? could I be under possession? seems very unlikely but when you wake up mad as hell from dreams and you can’t breath and you feel like you’re suffocating…

and this is why I think drugs are dangerous. you can open yourself to things that shouldn’t be real. which can really compromise who you are. on accident. I mean, maybe if drugs are going to be you’re whole life then I suppose possession isn’t really you’re biggest worry. it’s just that people who’s lives survive on drugs don’t survive very long at all. survival of the fittest; natural selection… and maybe that’s the point? like alcoholics that still drink. like smokers that know there’s cancer and etc. maybe some people just like their drug more than life or can’t imagine life without their drug. and you have to ask is the drug that strong or what happened in their life to make it like this? not that anybody should take pity on them. it’s like diabetics that still eat sugar, people with heart problems that still eat bacon… fat people that are unhappy they’re fat but eat because they’re unhappy. maybe we should teach out children healthy ways to fuck up their lives and take out their anger. I imagine people that work out at gyms and are obsessed with it, are running from something. I imagine every time they go up a group their ghosts get a little stronger. writing and music are good ways to exercise demons. but that takes a bit of talent and not everyone has that talent so I imagine if you’re trying to write something out, play something out and you can’t get it right; well then the demon gets stronger.

some people commit suicide. I commend them for at least having the balls. but suicide is tricky. because if you’re a parent or spouse or have any personal responsibilities to others then you can be conceived as an asshole. but lets think about this for a while- if someone is so mentally fucked up that they feel the need to commit suicide then maybe they’re not the best person to raise kids or be married to or run a business or be a good friend… maybe there’s a point where they can get help and be the person others need them to be or maybe for some there’s no turning back and they’re already dead. maybe some are just poison to themselves and other around them. should we try and judge whether suicide is ever just? try to understand the reason or reasons? is it worth it? did they leave a note? does it matter? is suicide always selfish? when does the victims rights, the kids, spouse, parents, coworkers and friends, over-write that of the person who ended their own life? as a society that needs to get better how do we act on this? I don’t know how to answer my very own questions. I’ll say this: if the person that offed themselves was a parent then no honor is deserved. if you where responsible enough to have sex and have kids, you’re responsible enough to get the help you need. if you’re married and you off yourself then there’s too many questions; questions only the most intimate people of the suicider have the right to ask. if you’re a drug addict or alcoholic or fat ass etc.; basically depressed about those issues then I have no sympathy for you. there’s always help for those issues that work if you’re strong enough. but maybe society is better off without, you know, like natural selection or survival of the fittest. if the person claimed to be haunted or possessed then they were crazy and good riddance. in that case if the family and friends didn’t help this person then they suck at their person responsibilities to that person. in the cases where a person has no one, no friends, family; no reason to live and they’re death goes un-effected then well- adios. they’d just better have enough money to take care of their own funeral and disposal arrangements. my tax dollars shouldn’t have to go to a piece like that.

of coarse if you kill yourself and make a mess someone has to clean up then you’re immediately an asshole. mess trumps all. 

ok, good talk! cheers, thanks a lot!

my orchid. lil power flower monsters.

blurg, this is just an experiment.

an idea.

how's come people from other countries come to America to work and send money over to their families but we don't do the same? send your worthless kids to China and make CK clothing and send their money back to us. it'll teach them the value of a dollar. yeah, and we can sit tight and buy big screen TVs and watch porn all the time cuz our kids are in China or where ever. Sounds right to me. it's time to stop spoiling these brats. better yet, lets make our own sweat shops here in America. American made toys and clothing by American brats. so what if they don't get an education? do you really think they'd have a future here with no jobs anyways? and, actually, who's to say they can't learn while they work? better yet- they work and learn and if they answer wrong they get beaten within an inch of their lives! yes! make a surely shitty pay check but at least they can pay for their own education and food. that gives the adults more $$$ for the important things. so we can buy more of the shit those lil brats make and stimulate the economy! woo! yeah! America's future will grow up smart and have strong work ethics! and not just a lil jaded.
i think jaded people make better Americans. all these pansy ass liberals are so worthless. being mean gives you a sense of righteousness and hell, as long as you're delivering then no one can say you're not righteous! if everyone was like Miranda Priestly then Amercia would be a much better place. that woman has zero tolerance for bullshit. and Patty Hewes. zero bullshit people with work driven lives. i mean, their personal lives might be a bit rocky but right now America needs more workers and less lovers. love produces nothing except babies and murder. and neither babies nor murder need help. niggers produce those for government checks. babies i mean, not murder. or maybe those ghetto moneys murder for government checks and go to the no ID required places and cash 'em...
when i say niggers i don't mean all black people, just ghetto acting people of all colors and etc, so simmer down sensitive people like Capital N.
my bf is a lazy nigger today for sleeping past 11 am. and as soon as he wakes up he wants to play with his penis, like a nigger. 
anyways, i need a cup of coffee and a cigarette.
cheers.

you all suck as parents from this age group.

in this day of age / day in age / whatever. single parents- delusions on both parties.
children raised by mothers are usually weak, manipulative extroverts.
children raised by fathers are introverted, self serving, and generally trouble.
mothers forget their kids are their kids.
fathers forget about their kids.
sooner or later god will cut you down.

it seems both parties are willing to fight against each other. it seems neither are willing to work together for the children.
kids see too much on behalf of their parents and television and television is the parents fault.
these days we're all worse as humans. we think we're getting better but i think we're losing the basics.
we're all selfish and no one deserves their kids. kids should fear and love their parents. parent should be like God to their kids. fear of being bad and punishment, striving for God's approval. Parents these days are the devil. we sell our souls to be loved and seen as perfect. our faults used to make us stronger. now we understand and love regardless. there's a point in which your child has become a monster and you need to punish it / install the fear / intolerance. no one is doing anyone favours dealing with these disgusting lil habits.
single woman with kids are the worse. well, sometimes, they're so annoying. they want to be so strong and independent but they come off as whinny cunts. the feminist revolution hasn't gone very far. they're so easy to seek support and they cry and cry and cry the whole time about how it's so hard. my mother didn't do any of this. she had grace. women these days have forgotten what it is to have grace. they want to be as strong as men but don't wanna do the work as a man. "money is power" was probably coined by a woman.
single men with kids... i think they forget their priorities. it's usually pussy before kids. but hey, at least most of them don't complain about it.

kids with kids are the worse. they're not done partying so their kids take a back seat to that shittt. they're all stupid and don't make shit or worse don't work. and the government loves them, the liberal government i mean, cuz they're all future voters for life. having kids at a young age fucks your life up and you're probably never going to recover if you take the easy way. kids these days with kids are all single or will be after the next frat party. the generation of young people suck in general. and blame the parts of that one. anyways, these smarty pants college kids are all so full of shit. they act like growing up in American was so hard, so they're all crying for a big liberal change. more freedom they cry as they vote for big government. and none of them can get a government job cuz they can't pass a drug test. or the ones that can vote Republican.
that's such a bias statement, hahahaha.
lets just say i don't see a pretty future. but i believe something will happen. lets just hope and pray the influences of the younger generations stay behaved. the Mileys, Salenas, Tylors and Jonases, as annoying as they are, at least they have a message i can get on board with.
because God knows the parents aren't.

the weak voice of the Minority

because I'm a homosexual- my voters registration card doesn't say Nikolas anymore. it says GAY. it tells me how to vote. it, in fact, lines up my whole life, so crystal clear. because I'm GAY I'm no longer an Individual, even worse, I'm a Minority. and cuz I'm GAY i support all minorities and I'm entitled.
because I'm a Minority I'm Democrat and I'm lazy. i see all my fears coming true and all my dreams crushed. because I'm a Minority I've lost my voice but i can plan ridiculous anti-gay rallies in Target and harass people that have nothing to do with nothing. because I'm a Minority I'm loud. i listen to popular music and know all the fashion trends. because I'm GAY I'm AIDS infested and a child molester. at least that's what the Right says i am. to the Left, to the Left - sing it Beyonce!
my life is a musical or pain and untrust for society. they hate us but praise us on TV shows. we have Hollywood by the balls and they make us look so cool and polished, fake plastic. and yes, we all vote Democrat or, worse, Independent. I'm full of news i read on a blog and support whatever Lady Gaga, Britney, and Madonna support, you know, cuz they're the way. the wave of the future.

I'm a Minority and listen to everyone else and i wonder why I'm stuck in place and haven't grown.

those that just wanna dance

why, if they're just supposed to chew, do teeth have nerves? seems like the body's greatest mistake. seems like they should be like rocks. but i guess teeth need to be alive to be stronger? no, that doesn't sound right.


i quit, i guess, those that just wanna dance... seems like such a senseless waste of time, to just dance, dance, dance. i think people that just wanna dance have a lot of air in their heads. fuck, waste.


do you think it'd be OK if my teeth danced to Lady Gaga's song "Teeth"? or to Nine Inch Nails "With Teeth"? would that make my teeth wasteful niggers? niggers dance. in cages of stupidity.


i don't mean that like they don't mean that. run and tell that. 
i used to be useless.
i used to dance.
i used to drink.
do i hate on dancers kuz i can't dance no more kuz i can't drink no more?


no one should ever take me seriously. seriously, it's the silly ones you have to watch out for. kuz you never know when they'll start break dancing like chickens. those marks they make in the sand look like Chinese writing. written by break dancing chickens, molted, one legged, corporate mutated chickens. the ones in cages pumped up on drugs that we feeds ourselves and our children.
those sad, break dancing chickens.
i forgive those chickens for dancing. i hope they dance to good music, though. or i don't give a fuck about those disease chickens. nasty, nasty chickens.


Yoko Ono eats chickens and it's kinda weird if you really think about it...
does Yoko Ono dance?