We'll wish, we never asked for this.

That old saying "Be careful what you wish for" is biting us in the ass. We all asked for a safer and open society and we got it. But now we're witnessing the lack of morals. Our youth is probably doomed. So then is our future. I'm talking about us, americans. I've never liked what we've made for ourselves. Too much self loathing and so fake fake fake. English is our second language now. We're too busy talking ghetto, talking shit, smack, whatever else. Maybe I'm just mad because I was never cool enough to fit in and understand this world I'm in. Poor lil Nikolas William, born in the country with good parents that didn't let me grow up so brain washed by the television and popular music. And they, my parents, tell me it's made me smarter. But back just a few years ago I was still so desperate to find somewhere to fit in. It was like mental suicide. It was all that poison, those drugs and them drinks I thought would bring me closer to people and closer to enlightenment. I mean that's what I kept seeing and hearing and hell I liked it. In the end it nearly destroyed me and I remembered that maybe we can't have anything til we've lost everything. So I destroyed it all and here I am now. A gay republican. I've awaken in a land that's trashed and my gay ass wants everything pretty. These pop culture creatures all around me with their lack morals and ignorance. These trash creatures having welfare babies too fast. They're, the welfare babies, are choking up the schools. These are the same kids that are babysitted by the television while mom and dad drink and drug in the other room of their trailer and make new welfare babies. Those ignorant resentful welfare babies... Public school in any town USA are ticking time bombs. USA is no longer apple pies and baseball games- it's monkeys in baggy clothing smoking crack and beating hookers. Everything to the extreme. Excess.
And all this we allowed. Through our guilt and shame and our revenge on our parents and their parents before. Every generation believes they're the best. And every generation makes steps to being the last. Maybe we'll destroy America and build something better, maybe we'll learn from our mistakes.